paradise seeker.

Work started early in the morning 5.45am.
and Elmo almost failed to wake me up. =(

Headed for Jap class in the evening.

oh.that is watashi wa sensei desu. kirei desu ne.
and she loves calling me MA-chan.
haha.

and we're pretty disturbed by this notice.
its like so moronic.
and the fine is $1.00 (like who cares la!)
Pam started asking sensei whether is hokkein allowed anot. (FUNNY LA U)



and my sweetest girl send me a mms again.

Xuan: Do i look like ahsiao or is it ok to tie like this.hahahah hahahahah!

haha.cmon.dont you think that she looks adorable?

anyway.xuan.u really dont look like a mad woman though u behave like one. (hehehe. still, love you la okay.)


Well.and that explain why she's my sweetest yummy oh-so-delicious girl.she just posted this on her blog. =D

A few mths back.smth happened at MotherGarden (MG). Well.I've already left MG (cause of internship.) She called and confided in me like how she always do when we are still working together. and yes. I'm pretty stunned. and was really happy.

After the very long talk, I sent her a text with the above message.
Yes.I'm really happy that she still find it possible to confide in me though i dont have a clue what is going on.

My dearest Xuan, though I am like always busy and yadayadayada.
like what i wrote in the letter, (the one i send you on xmas! u still kept it dont you? better nod your head) please dont ever forget that I'll be there by your side whenever you need me alright.
=)
and sorry girl, my schedule for this week is really scary. all the deadlines is creeping up without me knowing.
next week! i'll make time for you.tell me your busy schedule too. we can have "liang ren shi jie" (shit,my hanyupinyin sucks).

and you are damn cute can. i cant believe you've been refreshing my blog for the last 30mins.

As always, you're still

as silly as always.
as dumbo as always.
as scatterbrain as always.
as paranoid as always.
as self-conscious as always.
and
yes.
as sweet as always.

u know how much i love you. =D (Smile when you read this post okay.)


Well.Similar things always happen around the same time.
was chatting with Keat.

keat says:
hey
keat says:
if u are feeling down
keat says:
will u share it with me?
keat says:
( lets say )

maLtidadada. says:
if you are in an okay mood.yah.i will.
maLtidadada. says:
if nt.no.why add on to your troubles,you see?

maLtidadada. says:
hey keat.
maLtidadada. says:
can i ask the same ques back to u?

keat says:
hmm.
keat says:
my problems are always
keat says:
very complicated u know

maLtidadada. says:
problems are always complex.if they are that simple.they arent called problems already.
maLtidadada. says:
haha

keat says:
true.
keat says:
well my ans i yes i guess

keat says:
and
keat says:
probalby the first too

Well Keat.
U cant possibly know how surprised I am by that last sentence.
but yes, it really caught me off guard.
Though there was once when you told me that.but well,I always thought that it is coincidental.

It's really surprising cause u gotta admit that we dont really know each other that well.and yah.
we seldom talk about serious or private stuff.

we send each other songs.
we sing-along online.
we played stupid games. (well, more of u playing along with my stupid games)
we talked in a way that is rather strange. (dont you think that we're pretty weird?haha)

but well.talking to you have always make me really DELIRIOUS (or do you rather i use the word GAY?)

There is this special feeling which is rather unexplainable and indescribable(perhaps due to my limited vocab) when someone shared the tugging nagging thoughts in their mind.
no matter how silly.stupid.nonsensical.complex. the problem may deem to be.
after all that is said

Its like...
the problem doesnt seem to exist like before.
u know.
everything will be fine in the end.
in one way or another.

Wells.thanks for everything, everyone.

=D