Disenchanted.

How many times do I have to take the wrong bus?

I cant believe that I took the wrong bus down to Alexandra Hosp.
Suppose to collect my dental rubberband at 1pm.
and I reached like about 2pm. sucks totally.
I should slap myself awake.
Im always in such a daze.argh.

Oh.but i received good news from the "person-in-charge-of-my-appointment" (Well, what am I suppose to call her?) Well. it is a good news cause...
Last month...
"person-in-charge-of-my-appointment" : your next appointment will be on 14th Feb okay?
me: erm. is that Valentine day?
"person-in-charge-of-my-appointment" : yes.erm.u gt a date? want me to change?
me:erm.nononono.valentine day will be perfect.

hahahaha.
today.before I leave the clinic.she said: see you on the 13th!
I am stunned.
I told her that it is suppose to be 14th.
she checked.
and yes. it's a no!
my appointment is on 13th.hehehehe.
so.I am not gonna have a date with my dear Dr Chong. =D

stupid.what's there to be so delirious about?

took bus14 down to STB headquater to meet Pam Jaren and Alverina.
I didnt take the wrong bus.
but I alighted at the wrong bus stop.
and ended up walking a whole deal lots.

STB's library is really cozy.
I love it.

Uniquely Singapore.haha.


The Havard-University-look-alike library.

hello project. you're making my dizzy.

oh.we took the wrong bus again.thanks to dear Alverina.haha.
and we ended up at Singapore Red Cross.
but we didnt donate any blood though.
haha.

we're suppose to head down to National Library.
Alas, we end up walking walking walking at Orchard Road.

and why is everything I am typing underlined?!
so weird.
nvm.

Reached home at around nine.
and yes.I went running again. (BEAMS)


300108 Wed Afternoon Sunny.

Met my bims for lec and lunching. =D

Passed Alyssa the cute lil heart-shaped make-up pouch that she eyed on at The Face Shop.
For some reason, I have a couple of it at home.
haha.she's damn deliriously happy.
It's always the small lil things that makes a girl happy I guess.



She's busy opening it during Lec and filling in all her cosmetics.haha.cute la u.

My lovely bims. =D


Ate Zura Soba at Mensa. it tasted like Cha Soba. NICE!

Stupid Joyce.still as bimbotic as ever.she ruined my soba.but I still ate it all up.haha.
(next time u ruin my food again, im not letting Boshy play with you.hahahaha)


oh.we ordered this blue lil ribbon online for Boshy.
haha.
adorable right?


did u forget all about me?
I gt a bad feeling.

themanythingsthathavenotbeensaid.

Yesterday is the first day of school after 20weeks of internship. TP feels so alien.(TP has always felt alien to me. Tourism Academy@Sentosa is better. and Secondary school is the best =)

Suppose to meet BIMS for lunch in the morning.haha.
but I'm too exhausted from rushing my portfolio.
so I meet Pammie and Tami to do those last min stuff in the afternoon.
We gave ourselves 3hrs to finish up those printing binding photo-copying and yadayadayada.
Alas, we still dont have enough time.(I think we crap too much.bleh)

The mess on my Com table.


I almost got a heart attack while doing those last min stuff.I realised that my last min stuff is so bloody much.
The three of us make a big fool out of ourselves. we are like three mad women. we talked crapped joked SCOLDED whined complained like there is no tmr.

We are already 15mins late for class when our portfolio is finally completed.
The form on the left is my appraisal form. We are suppose to sign and agree to the appraisal marks given to us.
but alas, we didnt.
I wrote smth like this: I agree to the above appraisal mark to a certain extent because our supervisor are not working with us most of the times and yada yada yada.
its true.
We all felt that we deserve better score.
and STB is so strict.I can see perfect scores in others appraisal. =(
We run all the way to hand in "everything" and rushed to class. (we're so damn late)


Pam: what class am I in? me:not sure! either 67 or 69. should be 69 la.
and so...
Pam run toward classroom 69. me and tami ran to classroom num 67 and I opened the door..

me:oops! wrong class!
me:eh! pam! your class here la! (I shouted that without closing the door.I forgot can.I didnt even realised what I am doing until Tami pointed out later on that I didnt close the door and I actually SHOUTED.)
and Pam says everyone is laughing when she walked into her class.hahahahaha.

oh! that's Lynette enjoying her ice-cream.



This is the cutest thing pammie ever done. =D
She drew dotted lines across her wrist.and she wrote "cut here"
hehehe.
so damn ADORABLE. (we couldnt concentrate during jappie class.we are sooo tired)

Supper at Selegie ended up with pammie puking taohui all over.and its all Jaren's fault.
and oh! Jaren friend is learning Jap cause of a girl.hahahaha.(the power of love.)HAHA.

Well.I was listening to my mp3 before I sleep.
suddenly.my hp vibratevibrate and MCR started screaming.
haha.
talked on the phone with keat.
and things started to turn really freaky.
its seem like there's someone trying to end our calls intentionally.
we couldnt call each other back.

things get back to normal after he uses his house phone to ring me.

and after a while.

things get even freakier. the line is cut off.
he called me back.
and I heard squeaky voice at the end of the line. it seems like someone is talking to me but the voice become distorted.
it doesnt sounds like his voice at all.

we decided to sleep.its too scary can.


Sunday.270108.Sunny.

Boshy wake up early and he wants to go to Bishan park to play with his friends.
haha.

haha.boshy and his puppy-eyes-looks again.



Boshy is getting really excited!
and I am getting pretty depressed.

I look so bloody UGLY.
especially make-up-less.
my skin is bad.
my nose looks big too.
ARGH.



ah.nvm.so what if i look freaking ugly.
Boshy still loves me all the same. (BEAMS)

Bishan Park!

Boshy fav hangout place other than my messy room.


My pretty sis playing with Boshy.
She's not staying in hostel anymore since her cheerleading competition is over!
YAY! though I am still not used to having her at home.haha.
it feels so strange when she drag her blanket into my room last night and said that she dont want to sleep alone in her room. (I almost forgot about it.it had been like one year since she last does that?)
and it feels funny that I couldnt roll about on my big double single bed. normally all teddys will sleep on the inner bed and I will sleep on the outer bed to protect it from falling.
but still,it nice to have someone sleeping with you. =)

Boshy and his new found friend. =)




This dog is very erm horny.
he keeps pestering boshy.
i think he is in love with boshy.
haha.

Boshy is damn scared of that horny dog.
he hides behind Thomas.
and when the dog comes near,
he begs Thomas to carry him.
SO CUTE.



haha.the dog beside Boshy is a racist.
He's a cross between Pomeranian and Torgi.
The owner said that the biggest problem with this dog is that he barks when he sees black dog as well as Indians.
OMG la.
True enough. A black dog came by to play and this cross-bred doggie almost goes crazy.haha.
I'm thinking. lucky he's not a human.
If not racial harmony might not be possible in Singapore.


Went to US Doggie Bakery a few days ago.
I amost died laughing when I saw this:


hahahaha.
so funny.
even doggie has reunion dinner!

erm.after laughing for pretty long.I feel that its not exactly that funny at all.
I wondered whether does Boshy misses her daddy mummy brothers and sisters.
I wondered where is his family.
what if they miss him that much too.
argh.
we should have brought the whole family home. even though it will cost us a bomb.

bathing fluffy fluff fluff. =D

July till now.
It have been a total of 6 and a half months.
Yet. never once did I shower Boshy.
It always mummy,sis or sis's bf who shower him.

and so, early in the afternoon at about twelve.
I drag that dirty fluffy ball to the bathroom.



haha.he's trying real hard to jump off the so-called bathtub.
that fluffy thing doesnt like to bathe!

His shampoo.its whiten and brighten his coat of fur!




First. Drench him with water!


Second. rub in the shampoo.
he's no longer fluffy.haha.

Wash off all the shampoo.
put him on top of the toilet bowl seat.
and throw a towel at him.
oh.and he will dry himself just like how we always dry ourselves with a towel. (haha.not funny.)

we shared the same hairdryer.
I always blow my hair with hot steam and set my hair with the cold air.
and I only take bout 10mins for it. =)
boshy?
he's so fussy.
he's scared of the hot steam.
so its cold air all the time.
he takes altogether 45mins to dry all his furs!

big brush to brush his fur.
big comb to comb his fur.
small comb to comb his fringe and the fur around his mouth and nose.
oh.and thats a nail filer.
and the last one is a nail cliper.

after all that...



we've here a brand new puppy!
=D


oh.look at this.

Nightwish is nominated in five different categories for the Finnish "Emma" award. The categories are:

"Band of the year"
"Best Metal Album" (Dark Passion Play)
"Best Album" (Dark Passion Play)
"Song of the year" (Amaranth)
"Best finnish artist"


haha.yayness! =)
This is what we call the deliriously happy mood.

but alas,it is not to last.
I'm so dead for portfolio.still gt thousand thousand thousand of words to go.

I better go do now.

Doubting one with heart.

Laughed too much at work today.Till my tummy is aching.
Jaren says that I should take PainKiller.(he's trying hard to be funny)

Laughters sound nice most of the time.
but how about genuine laughters?
the kinds that you really cannot control yourself.
it get to the stage that
you feel like...

Rolling on the floor.
Slapping someone.
Banging your head against the wall.
Stomping your foot.
and the list goes on and goes.
Well.in the end.your tummy hurts like crazy.and tears of joy started flowing down.
and everyone will laugh again. (SHIT!)

Genuine laughters are happy tunes.
but they could be the most awful noise too.
it so genuine that u showed your hidden side.

Pam said that my genuine laughter sound like "organsm" (stupid.she is being hentai again.I've to "google wikipedia and dictionary" to find out the meaning of that word since no one refuse to tell me.)
Cherlyn genuine laughters gt the ascending and decending pitch. (damn irriating.haha)
and Pam genuine laughters sound like crows yarking.(hahahahaha.really okay.)
Well, Jaren is pretty composed so we only get to hear the usual nice laughters from him and not the awful genuine one.

This boy is a Vietnamese.damn adoarble.
know why?
cause his dad is real cute.haha.

He's listening to his(erm.shld be his cute daddy) Ipod.
Well.he loves the latern hanging at our counter.
but he kept calling it balloon.
haha.so cute.
He doesnt understand English or Mandarin.
So i speak broken Jap to him(he dont understand also.DUH.he's a Vietnamese what! )
I told him"anata wa kawaii desu ne!"
he look at me with that confused look.
I repeat only the word kawaii over and over again.
finally, he respond. he said: KAWAII!
HAHA.

Little cute boy is love.




Airport interns are L-O-V-E. =D
Lets go Botanic Garden or Treetop Trails for Picnic okay! (after we hand in portfolio)
oh.meet up for steamboat on CNY too.
and Jaren wants MAHJONG. (hehe.i also want!)






I'm scared of all the possibilities as well as impossibilities.
its scary yet I've to think of it once,twice and thrice.
the pondering is meaningless yet it couldnt stop.
I wish that it'll soon be over.

paradise seeker.

Work started early in the morning 5.45am.
and Elmo almost failed to wake me up. =(

Headed for Jap class in the evening.

oh.that is watashi wa sensei desu. kirei desu ne.
and she loves calling me MA-chan.
haha.

and we're pretty disturbed by this notice.
its like so moronic.
and the fine is $1.00 (like who cares la!)
Pam started asking sensei whether is hokkein allowed anot. (FUNNY LA U)



and my sweetest girl send me a mms again.

Xuan: Do i look like ahsiao or is it ok to tie like this.hahahah hahahahah!

haha.cmon.dont you think that she looks adorable?

anyway.xuan.u really dont look like a mad woman though u behave like one. (hehehe. still, love you la okay.)


Well.and that explain why she's my sweetest yummy oh-so-delicious girl.she just posted this on her blog. =D

A few mths back.smth happened at MotherGarden (MG). Well.I've already left MG (cause of internship.) She called and confided in me like how she always do when we are still working together. and yes. I'm pretty stunned. and was really happy.

After the very long talk, I sent her a text with the above message.
Yes.I'm really happy that she still find it possible to confide in me though i dont have a clue what is going on.

My dearest Xuan, though I am like always busy and yadayadayada.
like what i wrote in the letter, (the one i send you on xmas! u still kept it dont you? better nod your head) please dont ever forget that I'll be there by your side whenever you need me alright.
=)
and sorry girl, my schedule for this week is really scary. all the deadlines is creeping up without me knowing.
next week! i'll make time for you.tell me your busy schedule too. we can have "liang ren shi jie" (shit,my hanyupinyin sucks).

and you are damn cute can. i cant believe you've been refreshing my blog for the last 30mins.

As always, you're still

as silly as always.
as dumbo as always.
as scatterbrain as always.
as paranoid as always.
as self-conscious as always.
and
yes.
as sweet as always.

u know how much i love you. =D (Smile when you read this post okay.)


Well.Similar things always happen around the same time.
was chatting with Keat.

keat says:
hey
keat says:
if u are feeling down
keat says:
will u share it with me?
keat says:
( lets say )

maLtidadada. says:
if you are in an okay mood.yah.i will.
maLtidadada. says:
if nt.no.why add on to your troubles,you see?

maLtidadada. says:
hey keat.
maLtidadada. says:
can i ask the same ques back to u?

keat says:
hmm.
keat says:
my problems are always
keat says:
very complicated u know

maLtidadada. says:
problems are always complex.if they are that simple.they arent called problems already.
maLtidadada. says:
haha

keat says:
true.
keat says:
well my ans i yes i guess

keat says:
and
keat says:
probalby the first too

Well Keat.
U cant possibly know how surprised I am by that last sentence.
but yes, it really caught me off guard.
Though there was once when you told me that.but well,I always thought that it is coincidental.

It's really surprising cause u gotta admit that we dont really know each other that well.and yah.
we seldom talk about serious or private stuff.

we send each other songs.
we sing-along online.
we played stupid games. (well, more of u playing along with my stupid games)
we talked in a way that is rather strange. (dont you think that we're pretty weird?haha)

but well.talking to you have always make me really DELIRIOUS (or do you rather i use the word GAY?)

There is this special feeling which is rather unexplainable and indescribable(perhaps due to my limited vocab) when someone shared the tugging nagging thoughts in their mind.
no matter how silly.stupid.nonsensical.complex. the problem may deem to be.
after all that is said

Its like...
the problem doesnt seem to exist like before.
u know.
everything will be fine in the end.
in one way or another.

Wells.thanks for everything, everyone.

=D

Out of sight, out of time, away from all lies.

Boshy woke me up this morn by nibbling my little finger and toes. (damn annoying, lucky he gt a pretty and cute face.)
haha.I woke up and wanted to charge my hp.its only left with 0.5energy?
but the tip of my hp charger is GONE... (argh!)

I realized the importance of a charger.
whats the point of having a hp when you dont have a charger?

but yah.

what the point of having a charger when you dont have a hp?

this is like...

the story of which comes first? the egg or the hen?

Well.to me.
I think it is the egg.

I like picturing Adam and Eve taking care of an egg till it is hatch rather than they searching the forest for a hen.

=)

I felt pretty uneasy.
and so I ring girlfriends up.(we all stay near each other.)
Jodie, as usual.didnt pick up the phone.her phone is always on slient mode.haha.
Alesia said she got a cupboard full of charger.most prob there'll be one for me. (yay!)

and so I went over to her place. (Happily)


We used to play all sorts of stupid games outside her house after school. (oh! actually.erm.we still do)

HELLO SCOTTIE! U LOOKS SO CUTE NOW. (he looks like a werewolf last time.)


I always love her full length mirror.it rocks. =D

and I saw this family portrait in the living room.she looks damn gorgeous. (my cam sucks.it makes her looks plumper even though she is real slim.)

we ate.we talked.we played.we fooled around for awhile. =D

and I went off to meet mummy at Chinatown.

it was drizzling for a little while. (the rain feels good)


Chinatown Food Street.

Mummy and I
ate my fav Nhong Hiang.
drank my fav Ah balling peanuts soup.
Sip my fav coconut. (not to forget.all the named above is her fav too!)

oh.and we people-watched.gossip about some random stuff too.
oh.and no doubt.of course mummy nagged too.


Mummy never been to the Buddha Tooth Relic Temple. so I brought her there!
She's very amazed.
oh. I wore shorts which is a big no-no.
there are dress codes to be followed. (most religious places have that)
and so, the nice lady working there passed me a brown robe to put on. and it goes all the way to my heels.



I looked quite amusing for like half an hr can. haha. its like matching scarf with a brown robe.haha.


the pretty little lanterns admist those red tiny leaves. (it looks romantic yah.)


my all-time fav stall! love the potato salad and those mouth-watering sausages.the man tending the stall is really funny.love his sense of humour (he has been working there since I patronize the stall!)

I brought 15bucks worth of those. =) (Indubitable, Mummy nags again)


and so to pacify her. I brought her a lil pig.it damn cute.all you have to do is to soak it in water for an hr.and tada! grass will grow out of its cute head over maybe 3mths!

this man here is really interesting.
he's selling bunny that can dance on its own.
Well, it can even obey your instructions.
For eg: If you say right, it will dance to its right.
If you say down, it will fall down.
hehehehehe.
the most interesting part is that he not gonna tell you how the whole thing works.
and how you are able to command the bunny.
unless
you buy the bunny from him!

Mummy refuse to let me buy =(

oh.and when we are walking on.we overheard a group of people saying:
"the wedding car is here already.lets go see! hurryhurryup!"
being such a nose parker by nature, Mummy and I are damn excited. we followed that group of nose-parker too. =)



The lady with more jasmines on her hair is the bride. =)

Its a long day.
but I like going out with mummy.
Tml will be a long day too.
work.jap.and every little other things also.