pain

Its funny how a small paper cut can hurts so badly.

far more worse than a raw bloody gory abrasion.



A small paper cut is so tiny that it is barely discernible to the naked eyes.

it is not unsightly as it cannot be distinguished.

unlike the opened up wound complied with dead skins,bacteria and viruses.



though paper cut hurts till I teared when Im soaping my hand.

I still rather a paper cut to a raw bloody wound.

ugly is depressing.

to the extent that I would rather bear the intense piercing pain.


p/s: I think I'm just plain bored at work. =(

but I really got a papercut.
erm.a few weeks ago?

soccerfreak

Look how gleeful boyfriend is after he managed to transform me (with all the costumes and brain-washing) into a ManUnited fan overnight.

I think his happiness bags have multiplied to hundred times folds.

=D

hellokeat.

happy first keat-da-niversary!


cant wait to see ya tonight.

=D

byebye.

Well, it feel kind of strange to be talking, munching, sipping without my braces.



I actually tried wearing it back again.
haha.
but of course that is impossible.


and I thought of my nightly-wear-rabbit-rubberband-routine-before-i sleep.
I find it so cumbersome last time yet
now when there isnt any need to wear
i missed it so.

and yes, my teeth is really straight now.

oh.and im so happy that the first person who saw me barcesless (not counting Dr.Chong and the nurses)
is keat.

and surprising, the second person who saw it
is Alverina. (not counting those random strangers)
Bumped into her at Times bookstore where she is helping out her friend.

=D

and the first food I ate is
spoon laska at Queentown.

GEE!



I ended up doing all of these after Jappie with pammie.
oh.I forget to zap my scores.
and the last banana is eaten up by either sis or mum.


040408 Midnight Boardgames @ BoatQuay.



my favourite game.
cause it is a game for vampires.
haha.
but seriously. it is superb.
some sort of memory games with a really pretty nice layout.

and we all got really excited playing this dino game.
haha.



oh.and xuan.
i missed...


going punggol park




making breakfast

walking doggies



sitting at the void deck with you.


I'm so glad that you're no longer sad bout the loss of your phone.
more sweet messages will come along alright.
from sweet people
like.......

HAHA.


oh.and I caught a glance of boyfriend's neighbour who is a Jappie.
a pretty and youthful one.
clad with cute adoring jappie uniform.
one of these day
i'm so gonna check her out

=)

.

being naive.is like an incurable fatal terminal mental disorder.

=)

Ten reasons why I am feeling so delirious now:

1. I met weird tourists. They dress weirdly. speak weirdly. they are just so weird. I like. (oh.I am actually at work now)

2. Boyfriend ring me up for a while and his daddy told him to go eat dinner. after 5 mins, he called, and said he gobble up his dinner so that he could talk to me. sometimes, he is just so adorable.

3. In three days time, which is this coming wednesday, Dr Chong will debond my braces. After like 2yearsplus of wearing it

4. Cornflakes Choco is heavenly.

5. I just finished writing my chapter one. (I stopped writing like one month ago?) Well, I have no inspiration then. but now, yes. maybe because I'm too bored at terminal three.argh. Chapter one is boring. you've been warned. hopefully chpt two is better. I've no storyline at the moment anyway.

6. I'm going to write chapter two after this.

7. After three days, without my braces, I can play the harmonica again.

8. I've decided to add on streaks of honeybrown to the chocolatey hair that I've now to make it look more delicious. After doing that and having it for a few months, I might consider dying it jet black once again.

9. Boyfriend and I found new games to play - suduko and crossword puzzles. so for the time being, I'll not get thrashed in connect four.

10. I received an sms from my junior whom I thought long forgotten about me.

1 and a half hour more to knock off.

=D

April fool.

Received a text from my sweetest girl at the weirdest hour of 2am.
"where on earth have you been? havent been blogging and havent been seeing you online. hope all is well sweets."
I smiled when I read the message. genuinely.
though I'm in much pain from the periodcramp.
It came around that time too.
which caused me to curl up into a ball, making all sorts of unimaginable sounds.
but the sweetness overwhelmed the pain.
It's always the simplest thing that are of great pleasure.
like how girlfriends will confide in you, be it the world's tiniest issue.
and how boyfriend immediately call you to coax you to sleep when he realise that you're in pain.
like how girlfriends despite their neverending busy schedule, still call.text.andeverything. to make that your exsistence is here.
and how boyfriend would call at 4plus to wake you up for work though he knows I have got elmo to wake me.

Notice the difference in the tenses for girlfriends and boyfriend.
haha.

they are all gems.
precious little stones.
whereby I'll cherish and love as much as I could.

anyway.Jean. (If you're reading this)
the April Fool day joke is so not funny.
I was eating Mac at keat's house.
and
I ended up chewing up my french fries without tasting it.
seriously.
I really thought you're in love with me for a split second(okay, it is a freaking 30mins i guess)
hello, you told me that I should have figured out that it is an april fool day joke
but girl,
my boyfriend figured it out. and I told ya right.
and you still happily tell me that you're being serious.
hahahahahahaha.
cant blame me for thinking that you love me.
cause......
i know you really do.
I'm too lovable to resist.
HAHA.

oh.and my dearest bims,
remember the game that we played at TAS.
whereby we choose someone as our ideal girlfriend among all of us.
we should play again.
cause time changed everything.
the difference in our choices will be damn interesting I guess.
and for a moment I thought of Clyde.
haha.

Yesterday was deliciously good dear.
thanks!


=)